Ahboochak Journey V2. ♥

Wooo ... Sorry for my long hiatus. Was busy like a bee.

Finally, I manage to find a time to make some update on this blog. Well, for most of you who are wondering what am busy with, here are my timetable for March 09 :)

3 March 09 - Drove from KL to Kelantan ( Approximately 400+ KM )
4 March 09 - Drove from Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu) to Kelantan-Thailand Border Area (Rantau Panjang) ( Approximately: 45 KM)
5 March 09 - Drove from Kelantan-Thailand Border Area (Rantau Panjang) to Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu) ( Approximately: 45 KM)
6 March 09 - Stayed in Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu)
7 to 9 March 09 - Been driving up-n-down from Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu) to Kuala Krai, Kelantan (Approximately: 70 KM per trip). So, 3 days x 140 KM = 420 KM
10 to 13 March 09 - Stayed in Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu)
14 to 15 March 09 - In Pulau Perhentian
16 March 09 - Drove back from Kelantan to KL ( Approximately 400+ KM )
17 to 20 March 09 - Stayed in KL
21 to 23 March 09 - Drove to Penang from KL ( Approximately 400+ KM )
23 March 09 (night) - Drove from Penang to Kelantan-Thailand Border Area (Rantau Panjang) ( Approximately 300+ KM )
24 March 09 - Drove from Kelantan-Thailand Border Area (Rantau Panjang) to Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu) ( Approximately: 45 KM)
25 to 26 March 09 - Drove from Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu) to Kelantan-Thailand Border Area (Rantau Panjang) ( Approximately: 45 KM)
27 March 09 - Back in Drove from Kelantan Main Town (Kota Bharu)

So, now you tell me where can I find the time to blog when I am travelling more than 2 thousand KM the whole month -_-'

Taste of Live ♥♥♥

The Master instructed the unhappy student to put a handful of salt in a glass of water and then to drink it. 'How does it taste?' the Master asked.

'Awful,' said the student.

The Master then asked the student to take another handful of salt and throw it in the lake. The two walked to the nearby lake and when the student swirled his handful of salt into the lake, the old man said, 'Now drink from
the lake.'

The student did so and the Master asked, 'How does it taste?'

'Good!' remarked the student.

'Do you taste the salt?' asked the Master.

No, said the young man.

The Master sat beside this troubled young man, took his hands, and said, 'The pain of life is pure salt; no more, no less. The amount of pain in life remains the same, exactly the same. But the amount we taste the 'pain' depends on the container we put it into. So when you are in pain, the only thing you can do is to enlarge your sense of things..... Stop being a glass. Become a lake!'

Yesterday is history ♥ tomorrow is a mystery ♥ today is a gift

Here are two days in every week about which we should not worry. Two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is yesterday, with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone!!

The other day we should not worry about is tomorrow, with its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, whether in splendor or behind a mask of clouds. But it will rise. Until it does we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn.

This leaves only one day: today.

Any man can fight the battles of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of two awful eternities - yesterday and tomorrow, that we break down.

It is not necessarily the experience of today that disturbs one's peace of mind. It is often time the bitterness for something which happened yesterday and the dread of what tomorrow may bring. Let us therefore live one day at a time.

Yesterday is history ♥ tomorrow is a mystery ♥ today is a gift

Gotten it from an old forwarded mail :)

Ahboochak Journey V1. ♥

Woah~ My first post on March 09. Am sorry guys & girls, ladies & gentlemen, my fans & stalkers and etc. :P

I am currently in Rantau Panjang, Kelantan. It is like the other end of Malaysia. By just driving for another 5 to 10 mins and I will be in Thailand already.

I guess this is the best thing I could do when I realized that I am so tired with life. From the center of Malaysia which is KL-PJ, the most happening states in all the 13 states in Malaysia, I am now in Kelantan ... A place that they don't even have a cinema or even a domino pizza? :P

I started my journey by driving from PJ to Kelantan started at 2 PM and stopped for my dinner in Gua Musang at 6 PM. The journey resume at about 6 PM++ and I arrived Kota Bharu, Kelantan at approximately 10 PM. 7 hours and a half !!!! Due to such a long driving hour, I decided to overnight in Kota Bharu :)

4th March 2009 - After having my lunch, I realized that the life in Kota Bharu is too noisy for my messy life. Therefore, I've decided to drive down to Rantau Panjang which is the border of Malaysia & Thailand. It is located 35++ KM to 40 KM from the main town (Kota Bharu) :)

Okie, for those who have no ideas what I am talking about, here are some "peektures" to make you understand better about my journey ♥ ( As usual, click on the pictures for an enlarged version )

KL-PJ and Kelantan

Kota Bharu and Rantau Panjang, Kelantan

Rantau Panjang, Malaysia and Sungai Kolok, Thailand

Seee .... How near am I with the Thai border? I could just cross over anytime IF i want (cause I bring along mah passport) :)

Ahboochak Journey V1. Summary

• Officially started on 3rd March 2009 at 1400 hour (From KL-PJ)
• Arrived Kota Bharu, Kelantan on 3rd March 2009 at approximately 2200 hour (First Destination)
• Isolated myself in Rantau Panjang, Kelantan on 4th March 2009 (Second Destination)
  

To be continue .... ( aiseh ... macam citer power ranger plak ) :P

12 Babies ♥♥♥

January : Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth..

February : Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves Freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves Aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends But rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the Inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March : Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous And sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up Feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April : Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and Reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous And sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up Feelings. Observant and assesses others.

May : Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and Highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint... Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to Dream. Strong clairvoyance.. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good Imagination.. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves Literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike Being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the

Jun : You've got the best personality and are an Absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make New friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt And more than likely have an a very attractive Partner. A wicked hottie. It is also more than likely That you have a massive record collection. You Have a great choice in films, and may one day Become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, You've got the looks for it!!!

July : Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to Be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily Consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's Feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive And forms impressions carefully. Caring and Loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of Sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people Through observations Hardworking. No difficulties In studying. Loves to be with friends Always broods About the past and the old friends. Waits for Friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive Unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt But takes long to recover.

August : Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. Kind hearted. self confident. . VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Likes talking Loves music. Daydreamer. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. In need of 'that someone'. Longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or Restricted. Lives by 'no pain no gain'. Caring. Playful. Mysterious. 'Charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. Stubborn. Curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

September : Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys making love. Emotional Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

October : Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated... Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable... Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

November : Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

December : This straight-up means your the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous.. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions.. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay... Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person . Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music.

Moments in Life ♥♥♥

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens; But often times we look so long at the Closed door that we don't see the one, Which has been opened for us

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, Because it takes only a smile to Make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream; Go where you want to go; Be what you want to be, Because you have only one life And one chance to do all the things You want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet Enough trials to make you strong, Enough sorrow to keep you human and Enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily Have the best of everything; They just make the most of Everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always Be based on a forgotten past; You can't go forward in life until You let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying And everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, You're the one who is smiling and everyone Around you is crying.

appreciate those people Who mean something to you; To those who have touched your life in one way or another; To those who make you smile when you really need it; To those who make you see the Brighter side of things when you are really down; To those whose friendship you appreciate; To those who are so meaningful in your life.

This is THE MOMENTS IN OUR LIFE.



This is a very old pic (4 yrs ago?). See, I smile like a donkey :)

And oh ... the entry above is also another article I got from my forwarded mail :P

Tired of Life -♥♥♥

Have you ever felt tired of life?

This is what I felt at the current moment.

February 2009 is definitely one of the my worst month that I can remember.

1. I had a misunderstanding which lead to an argument with one of my buddy, things has never been the same since then. It is heartbreaking cause from my point of view, the cause to this not even an issue at the first place. Perhaps I was wrong ...
   
   
2. I've gotten into few more arguments with few of my other close friends which I think it weren't my fault to begin with. It is just them being emotional and all due to their work stress or perhaps relationship problem.
   
   
3. The girl that I had a hard crush on. I've pursued every ways that I could think of to at least get close to her, but failed. I didn't even celebrate valentine day (cause I am being stubborn, I just want to celebrate it with her). Its like the more i tried, the further it went. You know what Miss C? I am tired and I am giving up d. Its almost 60 days since X'Mas. I will just accept the fact that I am just another ordinary bee that got into ur life and I am gonna move on now alrite?
   
   
4. I've given up in changing someone's thought about me too. I don't know why she hated me so much (she might not, but that is what she makes me feel). I think I've tried my best to improve our relationship from enemy to at least "friend" ? I even said sorry for something I think I am not on the wrong but yet, her perspective about me did not change. *Sigh*
   
   
5. My work, 1 of the project that I am handling is on a pending mode (as the client insist to co-operate). Hence, the payment is frozen too. I've taken every steps to make sure that the job move but failed.
   
   
6. Another close friend of mine makes me feel that I am neglected. The reason was because he sorta found a girl of his life and he is trying hard to pursue for her until I felt that I am invisible. I understand that when one fall in love, they somehow turn blind but emm ... but being totally blind is another issue.
   
   
7. I've just gotten into another miscommunication with another close friend of mine today. Its nothing. He asked me to meet up with this guy in Wangsa Maju to take something but I resisted not to coz it is way off my area. +I've always help this close friends of mine. I even drove down to LCCT on the same day twice for him. Its just that, I am too tired doing thing that is off my limit for this friend of mine all the time.
   

To top up all of the above, all my family members are out of town. Hence, I am the only one at home. Being home alone isn't fun as I thought it would be.

Being home alone without any other family members;
Being single and not receiving love in return;
Being in KL-PJ without close friends that I use to hang out with;
and
Being stuck in a work that I couldn't find a solution;

Has resulted

to having my meals alone sometimes;
watching DVDs alone almost every night;
and looking blankly on my monitor screen.

♥ Song of the Day ♥

Yeap, I am walking away ... I am walking away from all the troubles in my life as I am really really tired.

After being through all these, I've made up my mind to "disappear". I am going for my backpacking cum business journey that I've longed for. I am starting my journey earliest this coming tuesday, March 3, 2009 OR next weekend March 6, 2009.

The route would be,

KL-PJ -> Kelantan -> Perhentian Island -> Penang -> Hatyai -> Koh Samui -> Bangkok

I might go Krabi, Phuket and Chiangmai IF situation/my finance allow :D

How long would I disappear?

A month or 2 mths maybe? Depending on my budget :P

Anyway, not to worry, you can still reach me in facebook, my blog or email me :)

How can I be Mr. Sunshine that would bring smiles and laughter to my surrounding IF I myself couldn't even smile aight?

Taking a break from my current LIFE is what I need. Need to take a break to fix this broken heart.

Love all of you and always will ♥